˗ˋˏ entry #06 ⋆˚⟡˖

 hiii!! had a sleepover with my bestfriend yaaaaaaaay!!!

i had to walk an hour to her house, which wouldn't be that bad if i didn't have to navigate myself round extremely busy roads with pathways and traffic lights crossing. i got lost like twice. and i was SWEATING by the time i got there. 

anyways we walked around and went back to her's and watched a bunch of movies. and then we were "practicing" for a while. i don't even think it should be called practice because she says were "friends with benefits" so it's just pleasure with no strings attached, like it shouldn't be called practice because IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. like just say we're fooling around or something.

anyways, i'm NOT gonna go into detail but we were both shirtless and i liked the skin to skin contact. oh yeaaahhhhhhh... oh yeeeeaaaaahhhhh....

she said i'm her bestfriend AYEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! 

bad news is that she knows i have a secret that i'm not telling her and she keeps on interrogating me about it and she's aware that my blog and my diary contains said secret and she knows that i HIDE MY DIARY whenever she comes round. she literally cannot know. it will ruin EVERYTHING. 

ugh. kill me now. 

i've spent like two hours doing my film studies homework that i was supposed to do in the summer and it was sooo boring. i'm dreading school tomorrow. 

my new bed is currently being built so i can't go into my room. i'm STUCK on the living room sofa.

anyways i'm gonna go do whatever now.

signed with fairy dust and a wish,

- eloise