˗ˋˏ entry #17 ⋆˚⟡˖

 heyy!! yesterday was good. i guess.

me and jess met at 11:40 and walked to one of the local schools to meet brooke (who promised to meet us at 12) and we had a inset day in OUR school, so all the kids in the school we were meeting infront of were just screaming the whole time. like half an hour passes and brooke ISN'T THERE OR ANSWERING HER PHONE. so we decide to just walk around.

we were gonna trespass into an abandoned club but there were cameras so we just didn't. brooke told jess about this corner shop that sells you energy drinks without any age verification so we went there and we bought monster, yay!! 

we walk to a bridge and lurk under there for a bit until brooke answers her phone and we meet her at the corner shop we were at before. yay!! she just got out of bed so she was wearing sweatpants and a hoodie, very casual. we got to meet her younger sister (12) who has a very deep voice and her brother (11) who we already know so that was nice.

she texts her dealer, asks for 5 pre rolled joints. hopefully we actually get it. 

we meet faith/potnoodle and we hang out but then we leave because brooke "doesn't like her". later on, she tried to kill herself and brooke was FREAKING OUT. 

anyways, after brooke makes us meet with this random guy. he was pretty tall and friendly. he's brooke's sister's ex though, not sure why he dated a 12 year old at 14/15 but whatever. he was doing a bunch of wheelies on his bike and a bunch of pull ups on this gym equipment thing at the park.

he called me skinny and asked if i eat. i actually needed to hear that. he said he likes my shoes. yay!!!

me and jess left and brooke decided to hang with him for longer, me and jess were walking to her house and brooke calls me. i pick up and she's like "I'VE DONE SOMETHING REALLY REALLY BAD". she cheated on milan AGAIN with AIDAN. it was a full on makeout too apparently. she's only staying with him for a gift.

she kissed TWO people that day and NEITHER WAS HER BOYFRIEND. i was one of them, as a joke though. jess was being a tiny bit weird after, like she got into a mood. 

aidan asked brooke for my number after. i feel so guilty because like 3 guys have showed interest in me this year. but i don't like guys. i wish i could date a boy like every other normal girl. i just feel so ashamed. IT IS FINE. WHATEVER!!

party later!!!!!! i got two small cans of watermelon vodka, YAY!!!!!

signed with fairy dust and a wish,

- eloise